The last few weeks have been tough. For many years i’ve been putting off replacing my hip. Born with a defect, my hip had deteriorated to the point where the pain was intolerable. This is my second replacement, the first was almost 8 years ago. When you are recovering from something like this you always feel like it’s never ending. You have a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I have progressed from needing help to get out of bed to using a walker and now a cane to move about. I know that i’m probably a week away from not having to use the cane and being totally self sufficient. But my mind plays tricks on me. There is always that nagging thought, what if it doesn’t get better? What if these limitations are permanent?
With some free time on my hands, and wanting a distraction, I started listening to podcasts. I came across the Martin Bailey Photography Podcast. He interviewed David duChemin. David is a “Photographer, Author, Creative Instigator” (Website). In the interview David discusses his decision to have his leg amputated. He talks about his recovery and challenges but most of all the positive impact on his photography. The issues he was dealing with was severely limiting his ability to enjoy, and take advantage of, his craft. This hit home. I do admit that what i’m dealing with isn’t at that level, but I understand his struggle. My photography has suffered over the last several years. The distances I could walk, the amount of gear I could carry, all limited by the pain I was feeling. I rely so much on my physical abilities for my passion.
The most important thing I took away from this interview was how positive David is. Moving forward from his decision can’t be easy. You could hear the strength in his words and voice. Talking about the fact that he’s not quite there yet but that he is committed to the process of getting there. It has motivated me to be more positive, to believe in my progress and know that there will be a positive outcome to my decision. I will be back on the trail, with my gear, making images soon!
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